Fighting

I keep my soul from anger and pain
I open my heart to feel this rain
But I'm not sure of what future has for me
And all I want right now is everything I see
I feel uncertain and somehow lost
I've got nothing and what I hate the most
Is that feeling of fighting without knowing why
Which is more like being blind and living in a lie.

And I open my eyes over again
Hoping there is a worthy pact to gain
I keep fighting without knowing why
My temper is blocked without being shy
My anger is confusing in a cloudy dust
My mind is fighting hard with this filthy rust
For knowing answers I cannot accept
Barely I left outside those promises I kept
Someway I need to focus on my willing for surviving
And now I wonder why, I have to keep on fighting?

Ploaia

 Prin tunete constante o inima se zbate
Si-o ploaie zbuciumata in suflet parca-mi bate
Mi-e greu sa inteleg de ce acum ma-ncearca
Un sentiment ce parca gandul mi-l demasca...
Misteru-i ma-nconjoara si imi blocheaza pulsul
E ca si cum durerea,dispare-ntr-un crepuscul...
Un chip, o aratare, un om..o entitate
A aparut in calea-mi, cu-o rara abilitate...
A fost de-ajuns o data sa ma cuprinda-n brate
Ca eu sa tremur toata pe-un ac cu doua ate...
Dar ploaia mi-a adus, in noaptea fara glas
Privirea-i minunata pierduta intr-un ceas.
Iar focul s-a aprins in ochii-i fulgerati
Iar noaptea ne-a lasat, de toti sa fim uitati...

Dansul

Povestea mea de vara a inceput cu'n dans
Pe-un ritm si fara sunet si cu un mic suspans
Un loc uitat de lume dar totusi luminat
M-a luat in pasi de dans, totul a fost uitat...
Moment furat din filme,de-un romantism etern.
Subtil mi-aduc aminte de raiu-mi in infern...

Ceasul a stat in loc,iar el m-a luat in brate
Simteam cum sentimentul se leaga-n doua ate
Eram copii naivi legati de-un timp al noptii
Eram in lumea noastra lipsita de conceptii...
In brate-i tremuram si sincer ma privea
El imi zambea frumos dar totusi parc'avea
O teama de refuz dar totusi astepta
Momentul oportun, sa pot eu accepta...
Mi-a luat palma in mana-i si fara sa vorbim
In cativa pasi de dans ca sa ne-ademenim...
O clipa minunata, furata dintr-un vis
A fost de-ajuns in noapte, sa nu cad in abis...
Ne priveam nedumeriti cu ochi intrebatori
Si ma gandeam ca poate, noi suntem doar datori
Sa invatam ce inseamna sa nu fim doar actori...
Si-atunci purtati de val noi ne-am imbratisat
Timid il tot priveam si-atunci m-a sarutat 

Remember this!

I guess I finally found my words
I can express my thoughts.
It's been too long and no one knows
I am no longer lost.

Once I met a simple man, a childish way of being
A strong mind,big dreams and different way of seeing
He somehow changed my principles and made me feel more confident
And when we were together, everything was different...
The love we shared was something indescribable
I never wanted him to believe that I venerated him
My big mistake which troubled me was something recognizable
I loved him more than words can say, for him this sounds a bit grim.

"Dear one, if this break up was meant to be, I want you to remember me
I never venerated you, I simply loved you truly
Both of us made some mistakes, some of them unruly...
Maybe we just can't be friends because of what we shared
Because of our foolish self-pride we separated roads
And this stressful time got us weak and scared.
If you will ever read this, remember what I said
No matter who you'll be, you'll have that special place
If this was meant to be, for my mistakes I paid
I have no doubt, no matter what ...you won't forget my face!"

Fire subtiri

Oh viata, scurta viata, mereu te tot subtii
Imi trece tineretea dar totusi ma sustii.
In critice momente simti ca te scufunzi
Decizii nedorite in soapte le ascunzi...

Ma uit totusi in urma, nici urma de regrete
Durerea nu se curma pe aripi de secrete...
Haotic ochii plang si vor doar alinare
Din partea celui care, le-au provocat uitare.
Macar o data, Doamne, sa-mi sting dorul nespus
Sa uit pentru o clipa de viata-mi, la apus...
Din pura ratiune s-a stins totul sub ceas
Iar inima se'neaca-n nisipul fara glas...

Oh viata, scurta viata,un simplu fir de ata
Misterul mi-a luat locul si totul e in ceata...