Intrand in casa ta..[updated and reposted]

Intru in casa ta, fara sa sun la usa, emotionata si plina de idei ciudate, parca as vrea o dezlantuire aparte...o joaca, urc pe scari, buimaca...traversez holul spre camera ta pentru a-ti simti mirosul, dar stiu foarte bine ca nu trebuie sa fiu aici fara permisiune... intru si gasesc o dezordine care imi place...  Imi scot hainele de pe mine si iau o camasa de-a ta, care e foarte larga. Ma asez in patul tau si iau perna impregnata cu parfumul tau si o strang in brate...imi musc buzele...te vreau langa mine, visez zambind cu ochii deschisi la aparitia ta in pragul usii ...dar inca nu apari...oare te-ar deranja prezenta mea neasteptata sau te-ar surprinde placut?


Ma ridic din pat, ma duc la un dus...apa e perfecta...imi musc iar buzele, ma mangai pe tot corpul, parul imi atarna greu pe umeri...te astept langa mine, sa ma iei in brate sa ma privesti adanc in ochi si sa-mi respiri greu pe gat, sa ma iubesti ...dar inca nu apari...Ies din dus, goala, ma ducin patul tau, ma invelesc usor cu un cearsaf, lasand descoperite piciorul drept si mainile...ma cufund usor in perna impregnata intens cu parfumul tau...visez cu ochii deschisi, am nevoie sa ma iubesti...dar nu apari...adorm fara sa vreau...

Deodata o mangaiere grea si tandra in acelasi timp, imi cuprinde coapsele...te-am asteptat..ai venit langa mine...buimaca ma trezesc din somn cu batai puternice ale inimii ce par a-si pierde ritmul haotic o data cu tine.. un sarut aprins pe gat, o mangaiere calda ... ma las purtata de val si de momentul care parca si-a pierdut bataile de ceas...ma ajuti sa ma simt intreaga...ma incalzesti usor...ma ajuti sa uit de stresul de zi cu zi si reusesti sa implinesti momentul cu noi energii... Iti soptesc usor 'te iubesc'...si-ti zambesc cu multa caldura ...primesc in schimb un "te iubesc" si o-mbratisare apasata ....


....visez? oare visez?...da ..am visat...mi-e dor de tine...de noi ...mi-e dor ..dar astept :)

Feelings

Beyond the autumn sun, behind the evening breeze
My love revealed my soul, and now it's you I see,
The ghost of my enchanted voice,endured this lonely world
My vibes were blocked into a mirror, with tears which were untold.
Now I understand my thoughts, my feelings and my heart
I was afraid of losing...uncertain from the start...


I told you once "I love you",I'll say it once again
You know I'm way too different and nothing is in vain...
I can express myself this way, this is a woman's nature.
And you prefer to demonstrate that you're a marvelous creature.
Even if you cannot say, these words in front of me
Your feelings belong to me, and this is all I see...


Beyond the autumn sun,behind the midnight's voice
Love enslaved my soul,I think I had no choice,
My power, my pleasure, my pain are locked inside your heart
Which draws my way of being in a lovely piece of art...
Embrace me every time I'm lost,'cause this is all I need,
Tell me everything will work out fine, and then..I will succeed!

Tomnatica balada ...

Tomnatica balada cu simt de mandragora
Rasuna cald in suflet, duioasa aurora...
Si-mi spune bland povestea pe valuri de soptiri,
Iar noaptea in mister, dezvaluie-amintiri.

Tomnatica balada cu zambete de crin
Sa spun doua cuvinte blocate intr-un scrin...
Sa te privesc adanc..sa te imbratisez
Sa ma-ncalzesti cand frigul, ma face sa visez.

Tomnatica balada cu inimi tremurande,
Cu ploi atat de reci, dar totusi parca blande
Sa-ti spun doua cuvinte, pe care tu le stii,
Doua cuvinte care,nu sunt deloc pustii...
Cuvinte care-acum, sunt intr-un loc blocate
Si gandurile noastre,frumos amestecate,
Vor fi candva uitate sau chiar incrucisate
In sufletele noastre,sau doar imbratisate...

Tomnatica balada si tanara-ti privire,
M-ademenesc subtil, in gandul tau..iubite!

My very first kiss

I barely remember, my very first kiss
It was rather awful... something I won't miss,
Once I liked a boy who thought I was a nerd
Unsociable girl who's singing like a bird...
One night, in our group he saw me telling jokes,
He stared at me and laughed, louder than his folks.
Suddenly I was, the funny little girl
With a childish smile hidden like a pearl.


He came to me and said, he wants to show me something
I was very suspicious and said I will lose nothing.
I realised I liked him, but only as a friend
But still I had to listen, he had something unshared.
He started to confess,he told me I was special
I laughed and told him friendly that for my age I'm banal.
"I am a wild soul,I don't know what love is
I'm still living my childhood and that's the way it is.
You're old enough to understand my principles and thoughts,
I never kissed a boy before and these are all my faults"

I knew I made him feel awful,but I truly had no choice
I never liked him as a boy. He liked me for my voice.
Then he forced me to kiss him, I tried to get away
I slapped him in return,for that he had to pay...
I left him behind,and went straight home after that
I felt ashamed and shocked, but most of all,felt mad...
My very first kiss, became a total mess
My childish innocence banished in a stress...

I barely remember my very first kiss
It was rather awful..something I won't miss.

Vibratia marii

Pe valuri mari tu m-ai purtat,cu-o mangaiere blanda
Si ochii-ti calzi de-un soare sur, cand mare'-a fost stapana
Mi-au imprimat in suflet, nisipul fin de scoica
Ce lasa-n urma pasii,pe-un ritm de briz'acordica.

 

Apusul fin al marii se pierde-n vantul serii
Iar pasii nostrii tineri,cad spre sfarsitul verii.
Uitandu-ma la tine,ceva m-a incercat...
Un sentiment agonic, destul de incurcat.